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Entr'acte
00:23
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White Noise
03:16
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Disenchanted and disillusioned
Vague stares turned into confusion
I never thought that you would be
On the other side of my premonition
And on that day I want you to ask yourself
“When I hit the bottom,
will I even make a sound?”
Please set me free
All I wanted was the sweet release
Frozen for years, paralyzed with fear
Please forgive my apathy
Through my trial and tribulation
All I wanted was liberation
You pushed me miles away
At the first sight of my photo-degradation
I can’t believe
I let a ghost decide my ending
I can’t believe
I let a let ghost control my destiny
You meant more than the sun and stars
Now you’re just an illusion
A goddamn apparition
Please let me go
I can’t believe, I can’t believe
Every day I sink a bit faster
Growing more older, starting all over
Another year on the back burner
Is starting to become too much
Enough is enough
I can’t believe
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3. |
Swan Song
04:14
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The time has come for you
To finally know the truth I’ve held inside
Before I fade away, there’s one thing left to say
These are my final words to you
And now it begins!
The story of regret and anger
Are you listening?
I gave everything to be here
Now it’s gone
This isn’t what it seems
I live my life in the best way that I could accept it
So take advice from me, there is a lot to see
When you’re looking from the outside in
Move on? Let go?
What a sick and twisted point of view
Not even for a second was this something I expected
I’m ready to go on and sing my swan song
This isn’t what it seems
I live my life in the best way that I could accept it
So take advice from me, there is a lot to see
When you’re looking from the outside in
So take advice from me
There is a lot to see
When you’re looking from the outside
When you’re looking from the outside in
One light, one soul
I’m building fires just to escape the cold
One light, one soul
I’ll lead the pack when I am thrown to the wolves
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4. |
An Empty Vessel
03:25
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Free me from the confines of my mind
I need a sign
The consequences, circumstances
That surround your life has left me blind
I feel haunted
Paranoia strangles me
And there’s no one else to blame
Dead eyed and indifferent
What have you done to me?
I am awakened
Your black cloud follows me
Berate me with words from where you are
Another momentary lapse of judgement
When you push too far
And I never gave a thought
You asked for a single drop of blood
And the next thing that I knew
I was an empty vessel
Cursed by your hereditary failures
Have I been awake for days
Or have I been asleep for years?
The same disease it flows inside me, sadly
You were a parasite
Who took ‘til there was nothing left to give
Bitter emptiness, this is who we are What’s left alive still burns on the inside
(This is not a song of resentment, this is finally closure. And when every day is a death sentence, we have to band together stronger than ever before)
Berate me with words from where you are
Another momentary lapse of judgement
When you push too far
And I never gave a thought
You asked for a single drop of blood
And the next thing that I knew
I was an empty vessel for you
I was an empty vessel for you...
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5. |
Luster & Lack Thereof
03:17
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As I close my eyes
I felt the water wash over me
As the rivers rise I let go of my angst with ease
On the horizon there’s a brand new life for me
Just leave me be
Just let me breathe in peace
My gloom casts a shadow over me
When will the pressure begin to recede?
In my head, I’m already dead
Pushed ahead, cast aside
Holding my breath
Rotting from the inside
Just say I got lost along the way
I don’t have the strength to face today
Lace up loose ends
Or just cut my fucking loss?
Bury me in a nameless grave
I came from god, the world to save
Tell me all the things down around the bend
I’m tearing out the page and starting again
Using the path I paved
When every day is a struggle
Using the path I paved
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6. |
Suffering Redefined
03:26
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I woke up today
On the wrong side of the bed is what they’ll say
But I spent two years on the floor
Lost sight of what I’m searching for
I understand
It takes much more now to be a man
Wasted every moment grieving
There’s more to life than living
I will remain captive to my thoughts
Tried to bury all of the memories
But the ink won’t cover scars
And on the days when I look back
It’s like an anchor around my heart
We tried to throw away our complacent ways
To only go back to the start
We loved cloudy days
And when it rained in the summertime
I won’t change this warped state of mind
That’s fine because it rains here all the time
Staring at the ceiling
I’m hanging by a thread
I catch your scent as you turn away
And my eyes roll back into my head
Forcing myself
Coping with a brand new process
Forcing myself
There’s got to be a better way than this.
We loved cloudy days
And when it rained in the summertime
I won’t change this warped state of mind
That’s fine because it rains here all the time
This is the ending you all wanted
Now watch as I choke myself to death
Pull the plug to relieve any doubt
If there’s a god, I’ll tell him how you suffered
Let me fade away from this world.
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7. |
Elegy
03:40
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Fade in, fade out
One foot inside the grave
For all the times that I thought this over
There’s no face left to save
Waiting, hoping there’s someone here like me
On the bright side, all my dark has finally turned to gray.
Call my name, it’s not too late
How could I think while hearing the voice in my head?
I’ll find my way to be the person who I am or who I used to be
Forget me
Please forgive me for all that I’ve done
Just let go
The past has led me to grow
I thought I held you in my arms
Fade in, fade out
It all starts to decay
On the bright side, all my dark has fully turned to gray
Call my name, it’s not too late
How could I think while hearing the voice in my head?
I’ll find my way to be the person who I am or who I used to be
This is the only way
You stopped everything just to watch me
Burn
Everything fades away
The more you love, the more you lose..
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